The end..?
AngstyWell, I've been lacking the drive and motivation to do anything that I can post up here lately. Lets not beat around the bush, I never thought I'd say it, but I'm tired of DOA, I'm not obsessed with Hitomi anymore (I've found a real person to fall in love with, but frankly that's not exactly working out a dream right now anyway), I'm not particularly interested in buying DOAX2, and frankly it feels good to escape from the seedy world of ecchi and hentai after all these years. Occasionally it drags me back in just a little bit, but generally, none of it appeals to me anymore really. I've finally moved on.
I feel like I'm starting to change into an entirely different person in my real life, with a broader outlook on things, more self confidence and a more positive attitude. It's happening slowly, but it's definately starting to take effect, and I fully believe that by the end of my university course, I really will be a whole new me. Which is good, because I couldn't be the old me much longer before I would start to become completely out of touch with the real world.
But, to be perfectly honest with you, I'm sick of dA too. It doesn't bloody WORK anymore for starters, especially not in Firefox, but even in IE I get problems submitting comments and descriptions, my last submission didn't even appear in my gallery until many hours later, messages refuse to be deleted most of the time, menu systems don't work, and it's STILL stupidly slow in the evenings, as it has been for years now. And I know I sound ungrateful when I say this, but I'm tired of people I don't know writing short, useless comments about my much older works, or even worse, comments that just simply make no sense whatsoever. I've even had multiple non-sensical comments made by the same person, on the same artwork, and I'm getting sick of it. PLEASE only comment if you have something worthwhile to say. "This is cool" and "OMG I love Hitomi!" is not worthwhile, and I don't need to read it. Of course, the idiots among you (as well meaning as you may be, admittedly), are unlikely to read this before doing so.
I sound like I'm extremely pissed off in general, but I'm not really. Not in any major way anyway, as despite ups and downs in my love life, I'm still in a much happier social situation than I have been in since I left secondary school really. I love my course, I have great friends that I hope to become closer to as the months go on, and I'm more optimistic about my future than ever. The thing is, everything's starting to change and I'm looking to find new interests and re-introduce myself into society. I don't have much inspiration to draw anymore, and the photos are just an attempt to replace those drawings with some submittable material, but frankly, I just don't feel like doing anything like that anymore. I want to start thinking about grander projects. Websites, flash interfaces and interesting ideas, but even for those, I'm only occasionally struck by the inspiration to pursue them further. I'm still very much figuring things out at the moment, and it's not all clear in my head.
I know some of you are going to be upset by the feelings I've expressed in this unusually angsty post, as I have made some great friends here, and I'm sorry I've been slow to comment on your new deviations, if I even comment at all. I dunno how to fully explain how I feel.. it's just, it's all about change for me lately, and there's something about dA that makes me want to escape from it. The reasons stated above, probably. I'm not saying you'll never see me here again, but at the moment, I plan to be considerably less active than I've ever been. I'll try and keep up with comments if I can, but I can't guaruntee anything.
So.. I really don't know what else to say. Even though this isn't a goodbye forever, I want to thank my friends for always providing me with helpful views on my works and I'm sorry I don't have anything left in me for you right now.
So.. thanks. See ya.
here just do it
most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received
this letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and
within a week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,
this
really
works!!!!
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with
3 times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say
it to your self 6 times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that
1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you
scroll down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but that
wish.
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and
what you wished for will come true within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
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Keep
going
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Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now
pay very close attention this important message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864 and
if you break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got this
same chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid since kindergarden.
when she got this mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just
thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her dad got fired and
her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent the letter none of
that would have happened and her mom would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was
short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since
3rd grade. The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her
love for him ever since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to
ask her out, and of course, she had been waiting to yes to that for
years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked. Listen
to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to check
his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he
was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend. It was this exact
letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what could
happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his buddy
list and sent it along. The next day, about that same time, he got a
phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and
his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp
Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin'
wild! the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been
going out ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out
withthat special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend......
ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush will have sex with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have everything u wanted, and
more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the catch..... you
only have 1 hour"
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"...there are a thousand ways to kill a person toaday I will show you one"
I would like to see Alpha Chun-Li stuck in the octapus strech by the Original Chun-Li, both topless.
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Could you put that in a memo, and entitle it "Shit I already know?"
Hope everything is going well for you mate!
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"Consulting the rules of composition before taking a photograph is like consulting the laws of gravity before going for a walk." - Edward Weston
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Administrator of: ~writerskeystone, the club for fantasy writers
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kevin laverdure prosper a.k.a. d@rkflower Kev'N
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"We weep for the cry of the birds but not the blood of the fish. Blessed are those who have voice."
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